When I think of Valentine’s Day, I think of Taylor Swift — or, at least girls who look like Taylor Swift. I think of that scene, in the appropriately titled film, ‘Valentine’s Day,’ where Taylor is being interviewed by a news anchor on her high school’s track, as her movie boyfriend, played by Taylor Lautner, stumbles over a hurdle on the track, to which Taylor [Swift] says to “shake it off, baby! Shake it off!” — I think of miniature, pale tan Chihuahuas, Sweethearts candies, the smell of brand new, unworn jelly shoes - specifically from Gap Kids circa 2001-2004. Baby blue ones, with sparkles. I think of those perforated Valentine’s cards - the kind that come in glossy bulk packs, meant for an entire classroom. How they never tear clean, always leaving a jagged edge. The same quiet, clumsy failure as ripping open a cereal box the wrong way, the cardboard tab ripped and bent beyond repair—a small, unspoken proof that even the easiest things can have a way of going catastrophically wrong.
But the Valentine’s Day Girl, the one these images belong to - she never rips the cereal box tab the wrong way. She moves through the world with clean edges, perforations tearing neatly along the lines. She doesn’t hesitate before handing out her Valentine’s cards. She doesn’t overthink which generic message lands in whose hands. It doesn’t matter. They’ll all read into it anyway. She’s the girl who always gets something. A heart-shaped box of chocolates in her locker, an anonymous note with a winking smiley face, a single red rose from a secret admirer. She peels the petals off lazily during class, absently twirling the stem between her fingers while the teacher drones on. Her desk smells like fresh-cut flowers and drugstore vanilla body spray. She gets the kind of gifts meant to be seen, meant to be witnessed.
She’s the girl who wears a tiny heart-shaped locket, not because there’s a picture inside, not because it means anything, but because it catches the light just right against her collarbone. The girl who never has ink stains on her hands, who wears white sneakers that stay white. Still white. Impossibly white. The girl whose high school boyfriend buys her a Build-A-Bear, with a voice recording inside saying “I love you” —and she posts it once, then never thinks about it again. She’s the girl who doesn’t linger at the drugstore on February 15th, staring at the half-off candy aisle, running her fingers along the crinkled foil hearts, wondering what all the fuss was about.
She doesn’t wait for love. It just arrives. Like clockwork.
And whether or not we ever were the Valentine’s Day Girl, we learned to measure love by her standards. We learned that love, when it’s real, is effortless. That it should arrive without hesitation, without negotiation, without doubt. That the right kind of love - the kind worth having - is the kind you don’t have to ask for.
So we shaped ourselves accordingly. We softened our edges, learning to make ourselves easy to love, or at least easy to tolerate. We trained ourselves in restraint, in patience, in playing the long game. We practiced not wanting too much, not asking too directly, not making anyone feel burdened by the weight of our affection. We absorbed the unspoken rule that longing was only attractive if it was subtle, that the difference between romance and desperation was whether or not someone was already looking back at you. We learned that if you have to ask for a Valentine, it doesn’t count. That if you have to wonder how someone feels about you, you already have your answer. That if love doesn’t arrive exactly the way you imagined it, in the way you were promised it should, then it isn’t love at all. And so, we waited. For certainty. For proof. For a love that felt predestined, the way it always seemed to for her.
But certainty is a performance, too.
Because the truth is, she was following a script, too.
She knew how to hold a rose between two fingers like a cigarette, how to blush just enough to be endearing but never enough to give herself away. She was Marilyn Monroe in ‘Gentlemen Prefer Blondes’, tilting her head just so, batting her lashes at just the right beat. She was Sandy at the end of ‘Grease’, zipped into black spandex, proving that love is something you earn by becoming someone else. She was every girl in a coming-of-age movie who got the grand gesture, the surprise kiss, the flash-mob proposal - not because she asked for it, but because it was always meant to happen that way. She didn’t just receive love. She curated it.
She knew how to act surprised when the bouquet showed up, even though she’d already picked out the dress she’d wear to dinner. She knew how to let a boy think he was leading the way, even as she stepped exactly where she wanted to go. She knew that love, to be valuable, had to appear effortless—like a soft-focus movie scene, a snowflake landing perfectly in her palm. No reaching, no negotiation. Just hers.
The thing is, the Valentine’s Day Girl isn’t just one person. She’s a template. A system. A story we’ve all been fed since before we were old enough to understand what romance even was. She is the proof that love, when it’s real, is effortless. That it doesn’t require awkward conversations or negotiation. That it arrives like a rom-com’s finale, fully formed, cued to an anthemic pop song. And because we believe in her, we shape the world around her.
We build entire industries on the idea that love is something that happens to you, not something you build. That if it isn’t sweeping, cinematic, and above all, easy, then it isn’t love at all. We sell engagement rings with taglines like Every kiss begins with Kay, as if devotion is measured in diamonds. We teach people that if they have to ask to be chosen, they never really were. Because the moment love becomes something you have to choose - something built, something cultivated, something that requires conversation and effort - it stops looking like fate. And we were taught that fate is the only kind of love worth having.
But real love - the kind that lasts past the credits, past the Valentine’s Day dinner, past the grand gestures - is about presence. It’s about the boring, unremarkable choices people make every day to show up for each other. It’s about the coffee made just how you like it, the text that checks in on you, the fight that doesn’t end with someone storming out, but with two people sitting in the wreckage, deciding to work through it. It’s about love that isn’t preordained, but practiced. Not just swept off your feet, but standing your ground. Because love isn’t just being chosen. It’s choosing each other again and again - even when the credits roll, even when it stops looking like a movie, even when it’s hard.
Because real love was never just about fate.
It was about showing up.
So True. After 38 years, my husband and I finally understand. It’s about showing up for yourself and your partner who is your person again and again and again. It’s about learning how to spot and remove shame. It’s creating an emotionally safe home. It’s about validating each others emotional experiences. It’s about making decisions when both of you are calm and talking about hard topics. It’s about forgiveness and tolerance and belly laughs. It’s about learning what matters to your partner instead of doing what you love and thinking that they are just like you. It’s about staying curious, asking questions, and not answering for each other. It’s about realizing that we never stop becoming ourselves and a lifetime isn’t nearly long enough. It’s about honing apologies and strategies for making life easier instead of harder. May you continue to grow individually and as a couple.
“the difference between romance and desperation was whether or not someone was already looking back at you”
-w h e w. that’s a fucking LINE.