redlight (demo)

Hello everyone :)

I don’t really know how to go back to being my usual self after last week’s events… so here’s a demo.

This song is called ‘redlight,’ it’s a newer one which I’ve made a few demos for over the last couple days.

Had another session today with the musical magician in my life (aka Producer), it’s crazy to hear songs take shape in real time, everything is moving along on track timing wise (pun unintended).

I’m getting surgery in a few days, and I’ll likely continue to keep my distance from my regular social media activities for a bit longer (unless I lose my fucking mind). I’m off my pain meds prior to surgery, since they’re NSAIDs, soooo I’m essentially bedridden ‘til Monday, living at the mercy of nerve pain. Yee-haw!

Wishing you all a fantastic weekend <3

Listen below:

Lyrics:

sitting in the red light

you’re still out of sight

i think it’s gonna, think it’s gonna

be a long night

see you in the moonlight

i don’t have the time

to wait for you, to wait for you

to see the other side

i’ve tried to be

what you wanted

what you wanted me to be

i’ve tried to see

what they saw in you

they never saw in me

sitting in the red light

thinking it’s my time

i count the bills, i count my days, i think i wanna die

you don’t really know me

if you think it’s not my time

i’ve always known exactly what

exactly what is mine

i’ve tried to be

what you wanted

what you wanted me to be

i’ve tried to see

what they saw in you

they never saw in me

you are not who you promised to be

you are not who you pretend to be

sitting in the red light

you’re still out of sight

i think it’s gonna, think it’s gonna be

a long night

sitting in the red light

taking up your time

i think i wanna

think i wanna

think i wanna die